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[Feb. 26th, 2009|07:40 pm] |
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thank god batboy starts monday. my anxiety has been fucked lately. so i need some major distraction. sunday is my pace audition. holy shizzit. i'm no longer in choir. thank god. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2009|10:07 am] |
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pete wants to go see RENT at njpac tomorrow. part of me wants to see it, the other part feels like i should just close that chapter of my life. i mean, i did get to be in the fucking show. and i would love for my last memory and most fresh of it to be me acchieving my dream. but at the same time, i'm curious. bah. thoughts? |
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[Feb. 11th, 2009|06:54 am] |
i had a dentist appointment yesterday. and had 3 teeth drilled, with no novacaine. my family, and my dentist think i'm insane. but i hate needles so i figured i'd brave it. it really wasn't horrible.
today i'm going to school for the morning then leaving at lunch to go to the spring awakening call. i hardly have any classes this afternoon anyway. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|08:16 am] |
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okay, im gonna post this entry publicly. apparently some of my old entires have been being seen. i keep all my entries "just friends" so i dont get how random people have been seeing them, which kind of disturbs me. so i had no other choice then to make most of my entries private. where only i can see them because clearly somehow people are seeing them even if theyre just friends. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|06:35 pm] |
"now he wants to be nice to us, after threatening to throw poop on our beds"
-my little sister on our dad.
i love my life. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2008|06:17 pm] |
I GOT INTO COLLEGE.
PACE UNIVERSITY WOOOOOOO!!! CLASS OF 2013!!!!!!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
i don't think i'm sending in any of my other apps.
this was my top choice.
maybe i'll send in montclair. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2008|12:03 pm] |
today.
i am the happiest girl in the world. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2008|07:51 am] |
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i am thankful for so much this year.
-friends: old and new, near and far. :)
-family: they all drive me fucking insane but i love them nonetheless.
-naked juice: because i wouldn't wake up without it.
-my health(both mental and physical): it's not perfect but it's far improved since last year.
-my home: and my cozy little room that looks like new york city threw up on the walls of.
-being able to live in a nice area: even if i do complain that they valley blows.
-being almost all done with college stuff! : i've worked my butt off!
-most of all this year, i am thankful for the fact that i will be realizing my dream in less than 3 weeks. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2008|08:44 am] |
pete and i got in a huge fight last night
and he wants to go on "a break"
i haven't slept at all.
i threw up last night because my anxiety got the best of me yet again.
i feel like someone's kicked me in the stomach all night.
we're going to talk about it before rehearsal today.
i fucking hate this.
nothing in my life can all just go right at the same time.
i love him more than anything. i don't know why he's doing this. |
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